back to my bloggggg again! went parents meetin ytd.. ya.. ytd was so busy lo.. everyone of us was like so tired and din wanna go anywher.. after sch we went gb.. n after gb we went parents meeting.. yup.. damn busy rite.. but i din like fris lo.. haha.. cause after sch god gb.. den after gb god tuition.. which i from mornin 6.50 will not be at home till at nite abt 10.45.. is so pathetic rite.. a home does not sounds like a home to mi.. ya.. sayin abt a home.. yup.. i jus hate tis home of mine.. i wanna leave now.. but wher can i leave..

yup.. my dad n bro came to the parents meetin session.. tat was the most paiseh day i haf.. yup.. chen hui alwin n others.. who scored veri well did tok abt how they had studied.. *ENVY* they scored so well lo.. haha.. after their speeches n mr low's.. finally came to meet the teachers le.. ms chang told mi earlier in the past few weeks that she wanna meet my parents.. and i was like wonderin.. what i did wrong again.. is it abt my studies again.. most probably lo.. den ms chang 's Q was long.. and my dad say wanna meet my GB teacher.. i was like.. huh.. die le.. den i had no choice i brought them to find mdm pam.. sorri mdm pam.. i god a pathetic father who mentioned to u tat he loves mi.. but the truth is.. he does not really loves mi lo.. he loves my sis n bro.. so i dun tink i am needed in tis home..tat goes to my mum too.. i jus hated the 2 of them in the beginnin of sec 4.. is abt goin to march le.. n the hatred towards them is growin stronger.

he told mdm pam that i was veri into GB. and he told mdm pam tat he regreted lettin mi join GB.. wat is tis.. have u ever really tok to mi abt it.. U DIN!! u noe wad.. i really din went home as late as 9 plus.. pls look at the clock.. all i can remember is tat i wen home the latest abt 8plus? NOT EVEN 8.30 lo.. wadever it is.. i was denyin ther.. n he din let mi hav the chance to tok.. wad the.. i jus hate tis family of mine la.. den came to ms chang.. mine dad complain abt cca again.. not sianz ar.. wan mi to record wad u sae to mdm pam ma.. irritatin.. complain for all u wan la.. might as well sae.. i dun even go sch.. stay at home n study.. den i god more time to study wad.. ms chang was like helpin mi lo.. she sae i improved in my studies le!!! is so qi ji lo.. i din even realise la.. but u noe wad.. 18/20 ya.. i tink i cannot always score tat marks for maths.. MY DAD AND MUM dun appreciate it.. they sae the marks i get is always lousy.. tat pt of time.. my heart really sank.. i din broke down tat time.. but i cannot ren liao.. i broke down in the toilet when i was bathin.. i took abt 25 min to bathe? ya.. i seriously broke down.. i walked home myself.. din wanna hear my dad's naggin.. den i walked so fast till... i went home alone.. on the way back.. i already cryin le lo.. SO DU LAN!!

ytd my eyes abit swollen but now abit ok le ba.. but can feelin veri tired when i open my eyes lo.. jus had a quarrel wif my mum.. u din i should jus leave tis place.. i wish i can!!! o ya..!!! ytd was jun mei, jack, erwin bday!!! HAPPY BDAY!!! yuee's bday is comin soon!!! omg!!! i wanna eat cake!!! 6 years w/o cake!!!! tat was how i celebrate my bday for the past 6 years..!!