gettin more n more bored each day. ytd was sun ans seriously a lot of things went through my mind. i dun really wish to tink.. but i cant.. n now is mon.. the worries in my mind is still not gone. i tryin my best to get over it and done. but it does not seems to be gone. yup. tink i seriously hurt my rite wrist. typin is like a hell to mi.. seriously! it causes pain if i jus move abt. i tink the old injury came back after the first 1. mayb is a sprain.. hope so.. i dun wan a worse injury.. the pain.. i noe it does not causes as much as some1 elses. i hope he will be alright now. mayb he dun c my post. well. is ok.. i jus wish tat he will jus cheer up.. dun get stressed!!

yup.. ytd din went church. din wan to quarrel wif my parents anymore.. i had used up all my energy. mayb someday sometime somewher i will jus break down ba. they givin more n more stress. i have been forcin myself to study. not feelin veri well these few days. headache became stomachache followed by an increase n decrease in temp. dunno wad the hell happen to my body.. haha.. mayb is jus a form of releasin stress. yup.. went tuition alone ytd. but lucky jun mei n safa was ther to accompany. yup thx u guys! tokin to safa on bus. haha.. tokin abt religions n stuff. yup. it was a nice tok. den i walked home alone from np. tryin my best to walk the slowest speed. but is like so fast i reached home.. the weekend of mine was bored. i din blame any1. i blame myself. thx bro.. for guidin in my studies. cried for 2 days? fri n sat. yup. sat was a torture.. my mum actually dun let mi to go anywher.. jus stayed at home.. she din buy my breakfast too.. i woke up at abt 10.30... n i din ate anythin till abt 5? yup.. havin gastric pain.. but the pain was numb.. i dun really feel anythin at all.. mayb my stomach die le ba.. haha..

i saw tis old lady as i walked home.. she was sittin on a wheelchair. lookin bored and sad.. i looked around her. she was accompanied by a maid. and the maid was tokin to her other fren, a maid, too. i looked at her.. wonderin how bored she was.. suddenly it jus flashed through my mind.. she was lonely.. yup.. pitied her.. but i jus cant walked to her n accompany her. n i was nearly hit by a motor ytd. it all started like tis.. i was at the normal path way as i walked home from np. i noticed a motor. den i decided to slow down my speed. the uncle slowed down too.. den i tot he wanted to let mi pass.. den i walked quickly.. n he drove his motor quickly too.. den i was so shocked.. but lucky it din hit mi.. haha.. i was wonderin if he really hit mi.. wad will happen.. mayb nth will happen.. no1 will noe. haha.. the uncle may jus escape ba.. haha..

2day havin a-maths test. i dun tink i can score well ba.. haiz.. tot of it now makes mi feel so pissed.. i studied for the test. n i din went out durin weekends. if i din score well.. it will be wastin my time. haiz.. now wonderin how i am goin to be tortured later.. hope tat my worries n stress will faster get over.. i dun wan the thoughts to be in my head le..

anyway.. jus hope tat he will cheer up n dun get stress.. GOD is always wif you.. dun get upset.. ok i shall be off my post le.. gettin tired too.. buaiz!