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Smiling Days
You will never know that your smile will bring joy to someone else today! So keep smiling! =D |
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SHI PING30/09/90 Belongs to God's Kingdom. =) Loves God Loves BBBY TAG
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i know i am the failure of it. I know that "they" have given up hope on me. well. I knew everything. is just that i am keeping quiet of it. I have no more energy to fight and i seriously need my rest this time. Broke down so many times do not help. during thurs. i got back my result slip. Did extremely badly for everything. I was so damn shocked about how much i scored. Jores and the others knew i was about to cry out soon. But i kept sayin i would not cry. Indeed, chinese lesson ended, next lesson was physic. As shirley went for her match, i sat on her seat. I was stonning and doing my corrections there. Samuel was seated next to me. He too was doing corrections ans stuff. The thoughts of how to go home with the result slip went through my mind. At that point of time, I could not take it. I must admit I broke down. Tears rolled my cheek very quickly. As i told them i would not cry during Jore's bday, i quickly wiped my tears. Samuel saw that i was crying, think that he was shocked. He quickly took out a packet of tissue. thx samuel.. =) I went to the toilet. Yue and others were there. Went home late during thurs. As i had chem remedial that day, ended at 6plus. I knew that my parents would scold, but i just could not be bother by all this. went home and i must hide everything like as if i was happy. indeed i was really suffering. Dinner din ate well too. Fri.. it was a longer day for me. ended school at 12.10.. went for gb. and a-maths tuition. i must admit i am BROKE now! my parents didn't give mi enough money.. =( yup. shirley and me went crazy after tuition. she began with the holding hands subject. and she was saying many ways to hold hand. like crossing the road and stuff. the part that she and I was acting. i was swinging my arm while walking. she acting like a guy, tried to hold my hand. like acting the correct timing while i swang. and the wrong timing. and i would ask her. what are u doing.. then she would say: nothing ar.. jus swingin my hand!! is kinda lame but fun. then we came to the traffic light. the time left with 9 sec for us to cross. this time she holded my hand real tight. we ran across the road and laughing loudly! the people in the car waiting for the traffic light would probably say orchid park gals are crazy. haha.. su jun and amanda ran behind us. the four of us were like so crazy!! haha.. after that we took the bus and we alighted at shir's bus-stop went to pasa malam. had floss candy which su jun bought. omg! it was so nice!! i missed floss candy!!! i wan to eat floss candy and sit at the beach next time! hm.. saw some of the ear rings and others i want to buy it!! thx everyone for encouraging. my last hope is gone* i gave up everything i know that a lot of ppl will not allow this. i need time to regain..=) having gastric now. so terrible the feeling. i know that my digestive system is getting from bad to worst. din have a gd appetite to eat. i don't want any counselling.. |