my left eye is red red red!!!
which is making me feeling so tired opening my eyes.
don't know what had happened to it.

today.. school was kinda of boring.
we were made to go back school early to sing national anthem.
yup. sang real loud. as some of the PEOPLE were not singing.
but kind of fun.
first period was physic. mr tang made 4s2 dead early in the morning!!
everyone was not listening, including myself.
i tried to concentrate on what he was teaching.
But. He could not catch my attention.
my attention was at my foolscape.
i wrote alot of things there.
now.. finally 2 pages had been fully filled.
i din notice that i had wrote so much today.
all about the same topic.
today was kinda moody.
as i was troubled over something. =(
4s2 was so bored the whole day


had special force today.
special force today was great!!
we were joking and laughing about.
mr. naufal joked with us too.
it was indeed a much more enjoyable remedial.
oh.. ya..
during assembly..
my name was being called.
one of the day. i will have to see ms soo.
about SSP.
Damn it.
i don't want to go SSP..
sigh!!

mood totally changed because of that. ='(
back to special force.
today we were doing wkst on drugs.
i was at there stonning and listening to mr naufal.
he had sore throat, as he scolded his NCC cadets ytd.
sounded weird. oops..
when he asked samuel some ques abt drugs.
samuel replied 'ICE'
then he asked.. what is ice..
and ah jores said: H2O solid.
then laughed like siao.
and we were being asked about the effects of drugs abuse.
esctasy.. was a kind of drugs. make u feel 'high' n stuff.
then kenneth was shaking his legs.
mr naufal asked him whether he was on drugs as he shook his legs.
it was a crappy special force indeed. =)


thx yue and amanda for waiting for me.. =). luv ya!!
we were walking home and on the way.
yue was saying. 'EH! how come there de rain bigger?'
then within a few seconds later.
the rain poured on us!
3 of us were drenched and shivering.
so funny.


feeling so stressed now.
i don't want to see ms soo. i don't want to go SSP.
='(


I know that you are sad.
cheer up!! =)

having gastric and headache just now..
sobsob!!
well.. everyone take gd care of yourself.. ok?


will i write the third page of my foolscape tomorrow?
hope not. because all my sorrows were written there.
I want to leave it as white and clean.
I don't want to see anyone being unhappy. esp...
today was written about u..