I pondered about these few days.
i am so free and i do not know what to do except hw.
I wondered if what i had done in the past was correct..
i do not know.
i had much to say here.
but i can't possibly blogged down what i am thinking.
well..
is it God trying to tell me to choose my way correctly
before i have walked into the path.
yup.
*thinking.

is it wrong to be with them as they din even treat me like
i am present.
did they ever think of my presence?
or they are too close to even think of my presence..
i wondered.
i maybe a burden to them right now as i can't go to school..
but what i am going to do.
i really don't know.
*doubt.
i don't like being make use of.
i hate to quarrel with you.
i hate to even tell you how i feels.
because it does not mean anything to you.
maybe what i thought of what i am going to do after 'O'
is a better way.
but it really set me thinking if they ever treasure me.
i think maybe by themselves they are happy enough.
i am so lost now.
i am saying this not because i want you to think about.
because it has no wrong to you.
i am just saying what i am thinking.
i don't want to see any changes as this has been going on
for so long.
be yourself.. =))


are you giving a chance?
it seems to be it is.
i do not know what you have been thinking.
i am lost in you.
it shocked me when i on the net everyday.
if i din go online i can't be thinking this way.
but everytime i hope to see you not be there,
i am wrong.
you are always there.
i gave up.
why you don't dare to say out.
i hate you doing things at my back.
i have eyes.
i can see..
i have ears
i can hear.
don't treat me as if i do not know anything.
i do not know what you want doing those silly
little things.
i really hate it!!

i am still in love with that song.
this song is delicated for you and him.
and hope you listen le will faster tell him.
=))

*i confused my feelings with the truth
when there was me and you*

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bc367DE19C4&search=when%20there%20was%20me%20and%20you

hm.. sorry jeriel.. steal your songs.. =x