oh well..
i am super tired now.
i could not sleep well last night.
all the thoughts were just flowing through my mind
every seconds.
i hate to think about it.
but i just can't.
whenever i am free, i will just think about it.
sometimes is sweet but it does hurt too.
seriously i wasn't in good mood last night.
i could hardly focus on the things i did yesterday.
but i managed to do work.
but IS VERY LITTLE.



i laid on my bed at 2plus in the nite.
and my sis was watching a show
supposed to be a ghost show?
haha.
but there wasn't any subtitles.
that's why i lost my interest watching it.
and i din bother to watch any further.
said nite to you and i went to sleep.
BUT!!
the terror began.
i was like forcing myself to sleep.
but i could not.
i was so freaking awake.
and it became my sis who reached
dreamland earlier than me.
was it too warm to sleep?
i think part of it.
or was i too hungry to sleep?
maybe.
BUT!
i began to think think think!
and the most shocking things was..
i was awake till 5plus.
and i looked at my phone.
the time was 5.35a.m.
i was like.. huh?
people almost going to wake up.
but i wasn't asleep.
now i am freaking tired!
i could not sleep any longer.
less than 6 hrs of sleep!
MY GOSH!
i am returning to the no. of hrs i sleep during
school days.
haha..



daddy mummy and sister are going overseas
at a VERY short period of time.
but!
that maybe kinda long for me.
I CAN HAVE MY ROOM!!
wooHOO!!
=)))
but the first day of their departure.
i will be in school!
and the day they come back i am in school!
it is quite funny right.
haha..
but anyway.. those few days when they are away.
the house is left with my bro granny and maid!
pathetic!
i din tried that before.
i wonder if i will get to see my bro in those few days.
probably he will work everyday.
and i have to be at home!
omg!
i hate it!!
i hate to be at home with no one talking at all!
that is how i suffer through last night.
my dad mum and sis went to sun plaza to
buy their airplane tickets!
MUMMY! YOU ARE UNFAIR!!
haha.. i am having 'O' and they are happily away!!
i broke down while talking to eda last night.
i could not take it!
ARGH!
but anyway everything is over.



when they came back from sun plaza..
my sis did a stupid thing!
you know what?
even though i love durian!!
but i can't eat!
SOB!
and... she ate it in my room!
when the air con is on.
can you imagine how stink my room was last night.
and i off the air con and opened the windows!
i am wondering what's for dinner tonight.
as i did not finish eating my mian xian last night.
i am getting sick and tired of it.
and i ate aout 1/4 of the bowl.
sorry mum.
can't blame me.
i have been eating mian xian everyday for dinner
and today, i will be eating it for 8 times.
EVERY DINNER!!
gosh. i rather choose not to eat anything.
i rather i go hungry for the next 27 days.
GOSH GOSH!



my post is so long today.
anyway.
post done.
off to my breakfast!!
*HUNGRY!!
*HEADACHES*