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Smiling Days
You will never know that your smile will bring joy to someone else today! So keep smiling! =D |
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SHI PING30/09/90 Belongs to God's Kingdom. =) Loves God Loves BBBY TAG
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I am tired.. haha.. having headache ever since i woke up in the morning. argh! i just dislikes headache. i am like having headache for more than 12 hrs? omg.. that is so pathetic la.. I ponder about these few days. yeah.. and there are many things to think abt. haiz.. everything seems to be so lost. why is that everything that i cherish is getting further from me? why is that everything is piling up day by day? why is that i cannot take a rest? why is this why is that? i could not take it anymore. i am pouring out my doubts!! i just hate everything that troubles me! I REALLY HATE IT! CAN'T YOU JUST GIVE ME A BREAK? I AM HUMAN TOO!! I NEED REST! i could no longer tolerate nonsence.. i can be easily agitated for what i have! i am utterly disappointed in you. i can't believe for what i knew. you have taken away what i have the greatest upon you. i thought that you are the most mature between so many people. but.. nevertheless.. you spoiled your image that i admire upon you. i am disappointed. i doubted myself for what i believed. i thought that i always believe the right thing. but.. it does not seem as if i am right. i have been troubled. yeah.. i admit that i am pissed. but i knew that for no matter what.. i don't think that being pissed with someone will ever help. it will come to no conclusion. and everything has yet come to a conclusion. you believe in that.. but i feel that is pointless afterall. i don't think will ever help. i am blaming myself. everything started from me. IT IS ME WHO IS ALWAYS AT FAULT! I HATE MYSELF FOR THAT!! i really hate it! i am stunned when i read that. i do not know how to reply. i don't think there is a need to reply you. but i went ahead. is not that i am not replying you always. i got my reasons for doing the things i did. i thought i have told you clearly. but it does not seems to be working. do you have spilt personalties? i know i am being bad. I know that you are quite a nice person. but.. don't waste your time on things that won't happen. i can't push myself any longer. i am tired! I AM SERIOUSLY SICK AND TIRED OF EVERYTHING! i hope that i can sleep for a long long time! i miss my sleeping days. i really miss it! I miss those days that i could be happy and having no doubts and suspicious eyes looking at me. i hate suspicious eyes. i hate to explain things that come to no conclusion. i hate to give you cold shoulders.. that is the way that i can do for not giving you the wrong impressions why must you question me? why?? i am trying to tell you i am not into it! WHY!!!! i hate THESE THREE LETTERS!! I HATE IT!! argh! *i am not saying about my cliques..dont't worry!! =)* thanks for being patience.. thanks for the sweet time. thanks for everything!! =)) |