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Smiling Days
You will never know that your smile will bring joy to someone else today! So keep smiling! =D |
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SHI PING30/09/90 Belongs to God's Kingdom. =) Loves God Loves BBBY TAG
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I AM PROUD OF MYSELF! xD i wasn't late today! i am the earliest!! hohoho!! even though i got blisters, i still continue to walk!! i left house at 7.20a.m!! and i reach at 7.24a.m! YES!! I AM THE EARLY QUEEN TODAY!! I CLAIMED TO BE!! melvin... I AM THE EARLIEST!!! YES YES!! I change my blog song.. abit sianz hearing the same song when i enter my blog! *hees.. yeah.. i hope it will be nice! school was as usual again.. lesson was boring! I need to open my eyes bigbig to stop falling asleep! MINAMI!! open your eyes together with me! lolx.. ok.. at least today wasn't that bad.. the lec was quiet enough for me to listen.. i brought the wrong notes to school!! ROAR.. i hate many eyelids!! i really hate it.. it feels so swollen! yes it was.. i do not know why.. why everyone seems to be so emo these few days? yes.. it change my mood! indeed a great change.. i am willing to hear you.. yes i will try my best to comfort you.. yes.. i am trying.. cheer up my frens! tough times will be over soon.. cause i believe it will.. =) what am i doing? i thought that i won't be thinking of all those things? why? why? why? you brought me torture.. i don't wanna see you so much.. why did you appear once and again.. you destroyed my days! yes.. you really did.. I REALLY HATE YOU THAT MUCH! why you keep appearing.. you ain't cool.. i hate to see any sight of you.. even your name.. it really spoil my days.. why are you so selfish.. why? i really hate you.. can you just stop appearing.. I hate to put blames on myself.. i really hate too.. i don't deserve such sufferings! i really don't! why must i bear the consequences myself! how i wish to push it to you! but i can't.. i ain't selfish like you... can you stop appearing? i am very happy with my life now! yes! VERY! i am so glad that i had made the correct choice in the end.. yes.. I will never regret. you were just trying your luck that time. but i refused to take part.. you must be cursing and swearing at me.. i don't give a damn.. i am leading a happy life now! i am happy to be with him.. NOT YOU! never will be you again! NEVER EVER! i hate those things to flashback.. it feels so terrible.. i failed again.. when will i stop being like this! i really hate it! i am tired of thinking who is at fault. i thought it will be alright. end up.. i am lying to myself again. can you guys stop pushing me? i have no energy to fight back! i thought i could manage.. stop waiting for my answer.. i really hate to answer.. no matter what answer i give.. it will be me again.. everything is me! if i go.. it is me. if i don't.. it is me again.. what's the difference? you guys tell me.. forget it.. anyway.. it is me! yes, i admit is me! i need plaster badly! my house has run out of it.. =.=' i miss my fairytale.. i miss it seriously.. |